I’m bored.  I mean I get up go to work, come home walk the dog, find some dinner, take an ambien and go to bed.  The we go hang out at a bar, drink a little talk a little and the come home.  I guess as I’m getting older i’m getting bored. 

Now that I say that I don’t want any type of real excitement, no police, no domestic drama, no financial crisis.  I’m talking like some chance voyeuristic opportunity.  Perhaps winning a few dollars in the scratch and win.  But that does not seem to ever happen. 

Surprises typically come in the form of the car breaking down or some unforeseen bill.  Something stupid you forgot to do at work that creats a new level of bs you have to deal with.  Just once I want something fun exciting that I can count as on the good side rather one more thing I must tolerate and pay for.